21 years young. Student. Living life. NYBB is da crew. Ohana is my heart. Little Monster. Trubie. Roth Girl. Nerd at heart. I represent D[M]V, P.G. County. Go to school in Baltimore. Can't wait to get out and discover the world.
I’ve got a cute boy that likes me and it’s a consistent fuck and….we’re basically together (and no that’s not me just saying that, we’ve talked and it’s been made clear of what we are).
I’ve got a really awesome internship in the music industry that’s giving me some insight on stuff
I’m getting into Warped Tour (all access pass!), Summer Slaughter, and The All Stars Tour for free cause of my internship.
Meeting a bunch of our clients/bands and most likely partying with them (Cause who doesn’t want to do that?)
Meeting other industry people and being able to network and actually have something legit to say (“Hi, I’m Cara. I’m with ____”)
Cons:
I like this boy but….I’m back on REALLY wanting to fuck a band dude just because it’s like that one thing that I want to say that I’ve done and move on with life. (This is bad because he’s in the scene too and knows a good amount of bands and I’m like 85% sure info would get back to him)
I don’t want to risk my internship by hooking up with a band guy. I mean I’m good at keeping everything on the DL but….with my luck shit would get found out.
My feelings are so just flustered about everything that idk what’s going on and if I really want to be tied down to one boy. (I know I do…but I don’t at the same time and I don’t think being fuck buddies is gonna fly with this boy. I also really like him though and I have a great time hanging out….and he said we can go back to the zoo and wait for the sloth to come out so I can see it.)
Granted the cons really aren’t that bad and it’s nothing serious….and it could be a hell of a lot worse. It’s just confusing and cray
